Thursday, 4 August 2011

wHat mY LifE iS ...


 My Life isn't it beautiful.
I made mistakes, and I learn from it
people underestimated me, and my family

They always look us down !
maybe I'm too young to encounter a family problem
but I always ask myself 
did we did something wrong to them ?
that can made them angry to us ?

I'm so pity to our family
there's a time I cried
not just because of my own problem
but to our family

our grandmother always looking us down !
I'm really not angry to her
but all I want is she would be fair to us
because she had a favorite family
she had a favoritism.

there's a time also she told me in a high voice
" you can't graduate in highschool ! "
" you will be pregnant ! "

I'm so disappointed to her
she always keeps us saying no one will be successful to our family

but when I graduated in highschool
she never congratulated me
but I understand
maybe shes just too much don't like us
atleast ! I proved to her !
I've finished my highschool life

I'm happy :-)
THE GRADUATES T_T


but now in college
she's still the same, same attitude, never change
but I will never mind her nah !
I will just focus to my studies !...
that's what my life is ...
smiles in front of people, looks like no problem
having joke to them and fun !
MY SMILE MAKES ME GORGEOUS


but deep inside they never knew
WHO REALLY I AM
and what I've experienced now...
I need and we need to overcome this problem ! ... 
HIDING MY PAIN





1 comment:

  1. . . that's waht my life . .

    . . nobody know the real me . .

    . . so don't judge by my cover . .

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