LIFE and DEATH

LIFE :::

Life is a wonderful gift of God.

Life is the instrument of God
to care everything

what he made in this world

Life passes here in world. 
That we must take good care because

this is the GREATEST 
one important thing that God gave us.

In this world.
We all know that all of  us,
having now the LIFE what we called

in this world we meet different peoples

some are easy to be with ! , but some are not !

some are certified naughty but some are nice

some are backbitters some are not !

some loves rocks, punk, emo , and everything

everyone has different attitudes and

everyone also has the LIFE
that where we are standing now.

That's what we called LIFE

easy to SPELL , but hard to EXPRESS

easy to  TELL , but hard to DEFINE

That's why we must LOVE our Life

Everything in this world are BEAUTIFUL

DEATH :::

Death is what we called
as the ending of our life.

Because we all know that,
all people here in this world

are mortal.

All people will be died. 
Even if we don't wan't it to be happened

because it is already set by God.
That no one in this world is immortal

we may don't want it to be happened in

everyone's life, especially to the people
that we loved much

especially to our family, grandparents,
cousins, and etc.

But we have nothing that can do

because no one can ever dictate
what God to be planned.

Everything in this world are already
planned by him.

That we must accept everything

whatever it is ! .

Some also, DEATH is the effect of

everyone who suffered diseases ,

hurtness , jealous ,

problems and many more reasons.

That's what death is.

a SIMPLE WORD , but a PAINFUL thing

to be accepted to everyone and a thing that

is so UNEXPECTED to be happened  :((

That's why we must

Live life to the fullest !  :))

wHat mY LifE iS ...

 My Life isn't it beautiful.

I made mistakes, and I learn from it

people underestimated me, and my family

They always look us down !

maybe I'm too young to encounter a family problem

but I always ask myself 

did we did something wrong to them ?

that can made them angry to us ?

I'm so pity to our family

there's a time I cried

not just because of my own problem

but to our family

our grandmother always looking us down !

I'm really not angry to her
but all I want is she would be fair to us

because she had a favorite family

she had a favoritism.

there's a time also she told me in a high voice

" you can't graduate in highschool ! "

" you will be pregnant ! "

I'm so disappointed to her

she always keeps us saying no one will be successful to our family

but when I graduated in highschool

she never congratulated me

but I understand

maybe shes just too much don't like us

atleast ! I proved to her !

I've finished my highschool life

I'm happy :-)

THE GRADUATES T_T


but now in college
she's still the same, same attitude, never change
but I will never mind her nah !

I will just focus to my studies !...

that's what my life is ...

smiles in front of people, looks like no problem

having joke to them and fun !

MY SMILE MAKES ME GORGEOUS


but deep inside they never knew
WHO REALLY I AM
and what I've experienced now...

I need and we need to overcome this problem ! ... 

HIDING MY PAIN